When I inherited it from my father, it was lined with ripped silk-satin that needed repairing; but a local tailor told me no-one made such heavy satin any more. Stupidly, I replaced it with cotton. Why didn’t I just patch the silk; and keep patching the silk, again and again and again? Now, I would. But the tears were the wear from not one but two dead men, neither of them anonymous. So the heavy midnight silk went; and I’m sure the tailor used it for quite a price.
Curiously, people treat me differently when I wear this coat. Who would notice a old, dark, plain overcoat? Yet they do; even at 60, with moth-gnawed shoulders and cheap cotton lining, it’s that beautiful. The wear and tear of age is a beauty all of its own.
And the ghostly blur at the foot of the photograph? That’s the person who’ll inherit this next.
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